Yes. I found out today..it is a grim day already and now this new from her. She is departing Long Beach and will be back to Thailand..the land of her family. I understand her completely but I am selfish and want her to stay with me another month. I know by doing this , it wont change her mind but hey at least I can try. I never like to hold and hide my feeling and I am not going to do that. I want her to know that she is loved and are more than welcome to stay. I had so much fun while she is here. I learn so much about being friend again. She taught me to love myself and be happy at myself. Teach me to be patient and be happy. I feel like a part of me awake. She is my best friend. I know her for so many years and I know her that she will always be there eventhough I curse, complain and being picky. She accept me for who i am and I do the same. I wants to do business with her. I am excited about that! But can she stay one more month? just one more month? I know why I am making such a big deal out of this? I just change my schedule at work and I just realized that I should have done this long time ago so I can take her around more. ONE MORE MONTH!!!!! :D I want to show her more of LA..She is here already. I took the time for granted now time is running and I want to have the best time and her to have the best time out of it before she goes back to work and i dont know when we will have this life style again..maybe never...
Yes or no? hooooooooo hoooooo ;-|
Tasana aka Nokie the whiner
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